I keep fantasizing about moving to Spain, coming to this website, then getting overwhelmed and discouraged and deciding to drop it.
Except I can’t drop it. I keep thinking about how Europe has such a good quality of life and how I’d really like to move there and raise a family there (don’t have kids yet but want to). I just can’t see how it would be anything less than a monumental task to do such a thing. It’d be sooooo much work. And I’d probably not be able to find a job doing anything other than teaching English which would mean this graduate degree in International Relations I spent years getting is all for nothing. I coulda just skipped it.
I speak (LatinAmerican) Spanish pretty fluently. I love Spanish cinema. I really, really like the European lifestyle.
I think I’d move to Madrid on the .000498% chance I might be able to find a job in my actual field of expertise (non-profit sector, human rights stuff)... but no, that’d be silly. If I go to Spain I’ll never end up doing any more human rights work professionally. That’s probably just a given. So do I want to give that up and teach English instead?
I don’t know… I just don’t know.